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Focus Your Energies On Your Goal !
While moving towards my destination, I tend to get distracted with even the little things that happen. Even a small negative or positive incident is enough to distract my thoughts from my destination. I am sometimes so busy with such things that my vision moves away from my destination and I stop moving forward. I need to first clarify my goal. Once I have done this, I need to take care that my vision is focused on it. Even when situations come by, trying to distract me I need to remind myself that these are only side-scenes which are not important for me. It is more important to keep my energies focused towards the goal.
Remember If We Have Taken We Have To Payback !
If we recognise that all inner and outer effects or results in our lives have causes which can be found within ourselves, then we understand karma or the law of sowing and reaping. If we are aware that we have just awoken to this law, and that we are consciously live with this law in our awareness we will also be aware that we were asleep to this law before - perhaps for a long time, possibly many births. It is therefore highly likely we tried to break the law. What we did not know was we cannot break this law. We cannot take anything without having to pay it back at some future stage. We may receive but we may not take - there is a difference. If we have taken then we must payback. Any form of pain or discomfort - mental, emotional or physical - means it is payback time. The universal debt collector has come to knock on our door. Accounts are being settled. If you can regard all pain, from a bump on the head to an emotional crisis, as the settling of a debt, you will be using the oldest wisdom to respond to life in the most enlightened way. The destination, once all accounts are settled, and all debts paid, is true peace and real freedom. Peace of mind and freedom from all pain.
Wait For The Right Opportunity !
Where there is honesty there is flexibility. When someone challenges the truth of what we are saying we generally tend to argue and prove our point in order to prove ourselves right. When we argue in this way, it only shows our own stubbornness and doesn’t help in anyway to reveal the truth. Where silence doesn’t help in revealing the truth, argument never will because the other person is not in a position to listen to us at that moment. We need to realise the fact that when the other person is not able to recognise the truth, our arguing will not help in any way. When the truth is with us we need not argue but we only need to wait for the right opportunity to talk what we have to say. When we try to talk when the other person is not in a position to listen to us, it only reveals our lack of flexibility.
Learning to turn my thoughts away from all my responsibilities at the day’s end and take my mind into a state of peace and benevolence enables me to carry greater and greater loads without feeling the burden. When my inner landscape is full of beautiful thoughts, everything I do is a pleasure. Gently, I calm down chaotic situations and offer solace to troubled minds.
Even though it’s just a short awhile, i really did appreciate your presence. sitting in the car, shared with you about life, how predictable. its seems like a cycle, every 3 months i’ll get to meet/see you once. 6 years, and still going strong. i love you.
Life is too ironic to fully understand.
How therapeutic a good cry.
It is how it should be.
I seek not that which only wishes to be desired.
But not loved.
And judging only that she presumes to see.
Last night, my heart did die.
Right after it ached so sweetly.
I hold nothing against the wielder of this knife.
It is my own hand.
I ceased the lifeblood that cherished me.
For every smile, my soul would sigh.
My heart felt company.
But it starved, and died, and was reborn again.
She doesn’t know what she seeks.
But I have decided to be free.
Rini: Wat did you write about me at your blog? Rini here
Me: Have you read it?
Me: Its positive, nothing negative.
Rini: My bf read it. Now he’s breaking off with me hafez.
Me: I didn’t know he has your password. I’m sorry.
Me: Its all about the past. Nothing wrong blogging about the person that i came across in life.
Rini: Hafez can u help me or not? I love him so much. Pls.
Me: I got nothing to do with you anymore. Why is he so sensitive?
hey dude, i know you are reading my blog. continue and happy reading LOSER! :)
24/04/2010
Rini: Hafez….
Me: Yeah?
Rini: He left me :-(
Me: Just because i blog about. He left you. Can you ask him to wake up? Sorry to say, he seems don’t understand what i’m trying to say in my blog. He’s immature.
Rini: Yup. He can even forward me a question asking if i had fallen for you. I’ve not been doing well. No matter how much i tried to explain all i get is get fucked up and down by him. I’ve been crying days and nights. I can’t move on at all. And, best part is he is still holding on to my stuffs.
Rini: He couldn’t accept the part that you link your blog to my Facebook. He gets jealous over no reason. That’s what irks me. It’s been already 6 days i broke off with him. Kept promising me to return my stuffs but never did. I don’t understand why. He broke off with me and yet still wanna give a fuck about my Facebook. I like my status being single in Facebook also can become an issue to him. I’m confused.
Me: It’s not the matter whether you can move on or not, it’s the matter that the way he treated you since past. You get what i mean. I pity you, all the love, care and concern you’ve been giving it to him, buy him stuffs. You can still love a person who treated you badly. Think about it dear, do you think it’s worth keeping someone like him. Do you want to be treated the way Amin treated you before, get scolded for no reason, using vulgarities on you. Do you think he has the right to do all that? How ridiculous could he be. Think about it ay.
Rini: I’m sorry i texted you abruptly that day. It was just at the spur of the moment.
Me: No worries.
Rini: I’m going for treatment soon. Ustaz is coming over. My mom suspected i got cursed by Dan.
Me: Astargfirullah Al Azim.
Life can be contradicting. Decision can be contemplating.
